i feel guilty writing this blog instead of writing 6 articles for our community newspaper project in my journalism subject.

i just need an outlet for me to release the tension i’m feeling for the past 2 weeks… more or less..

i want to shout!

i want to get mad!

i want to cry!

i want to talk to that person asap and tell her why i’m mad at her!

i want her to tell us her problem with us!

i want her to act herself! because of all traits, changing one’s self for the sake of acceptance is what i hate the most! and she’s soooo damn good in it!!!

“stop pretending and start acting yourself!!!!”

I feel betrayed

we feel betrayed

i’m running out of patience

i am angry

i pity her

i feel sorry for her!!!

i’m mad at her!

we are mad at her!

what’s her reason for doing that?

what does she want to prove?

i thought i know her

we thought we know her

but we’re wrong

we thought she’s our friend

but i, myself realized that she’s just a waste of time!!!

she lied to us… she betrayed us…

we lost a person whom we thought to be our friend

i feel like i don’t want to trust her anymore…

this is the first time that i ever felt betrayed by a friend…

i’ve learned a lesson…

i’ve lost a friend…

good luck to her..

i don’t think i could treat her the same way as before..

—-those we’re the thoughts that have been running on my mind for the whole time.

i just want to know the reason why she did it. i don;t wat her friendship.. i want her reason..

shoutout to the people out there: everyone has his’her evil sides. it’s just that some people are good in hiding it for the sake of them having a lot of friends.

you could react if you like.

i just used this page to release this negative feeling.

sorry to the readers who got offended with this post. but not to the subjected person in this post.